Hmmmm.... I had an interesting night, I spent the entire night with my friend Arna, we watched friends and Buffy and surfed the net, talked about our problems and lack of stability and direction in our lives and decided that after exams we are going to London to party and chill out and get a change of venue Glod knows we need one. If we order our tickets when we get our next paychecks we should get an affordable price on our tickets, under 25k atleast, and a very good friend of mine is in a theatre school in London and he has offered me to stay at his place if I ever needed a roof over my head in London.... must ask him how long we can stay before we abuse our invitation.... anyway it should be all right and it would be great.

Also we talked about our thought about maybe taking leave from school since we dont feel like we are really doing anything there and were really just wasting our and the tax-payers money and the teachers time. Wether this is a good decision or not we will find out in time (that is if we execute this) and atleast we will know if we want to be back in school or if we want to go to another one and learn something else, just to know how the real world works, living by ourselves and providing for ourselves if nothing else it will atleast build character. I need to find my direction, I dont care if I have all the time in the world, right now I feel like im collapsing, I need to know what to do, where to go and most importantly find what I want to do with my life.

~Exhausted peace... wake up...